Last few days...for my very last chance to my last examination....

The twinkling of an eye, our SPM percubaan the end, PMR students set free in their PMR too.
But in the meanwhile, our SPM is going arrive...soon....T_T

Of course, it is a big joke if I say I never nervous on it...But eventhough it is coming soon, my brain is still curse by GAME~... how a good insult....to my tuision's teacher...let's see some of my friend in tuision centre~all changing with 360 degree, became hardwork, slowly improve...with very effective....I...shameful with it........................

Thinking about what will I do after SPM...I keep console myself with "after graduation and result getting only i can make my own way in future",but recently...I know it will be hard....and harder.......future? if you never wanted to hardwork yourself,you won't to be getting any reward in your FUTURE.....too.... Yes, this phrase is well-known to everybody~ but i am do nothing in my life....too...

The Body without a Soul...(失去精神依靠的肉体...)

Painfully....Tears flowed involuntary....

Suffered in moment of solitary...

Anything...spent with alone...

Maybe...satisfied when just beginning...

Yet...whenever faced something cannot be solve by ownself...

Otherwise...bullied by somebody else...

Still...only swallowed the grievance...

And...only MISS the moment you stay with your dearest...FRIEND

Nevertheless...a soul without any of company by its friend...

Simply can....Missing...Missing...

Tears brimming in the eyes...Flowing...Flowing...

Soul...lied on its own place....Alone....Again....Hope it......Rest in Peace.......................

平凡中不平凡的日子

突然又荒废这里好一段时间了~>< 一直都在无聊~即使考试也滚去T2只为了Dragonica~里面的character是“蛮”厉害了~但是，关机走人后~一样觉得很空虚。是真的很无奈的日子~像行尸走肉一般。但是，也有一些例外~还好在学校有一群令我感觉到安全感的朋友~ =) 谢谢他们^^ 至少...好过那些...虚情假意...令我极度失望且心灰意冷的...一些人。

但是不得不承认~至少，他们也陪过我度过快乐的时光~谢谢他们在过去的6个月里面~陪我度过那些空虚但是至少满足的补习、Time Square唱K、太子园Pasar Malam。这些都是曾经驱走我孤独的回忆~我会一直记得这些快乐时光，虽然短暂，但是你们对我的吐嘈，挖苦，劝告~我都会记得~

可能我就是个无法被深入了解的一个人~或许我不应该介入你们太过深的关系~也或许，我这个人天生就失去与人面对面相处的技能~可是不打紧~如果，我是无法继续在未来的社会生存~那么这是我在这场人生中的失败者~我不会后悔~但是我会永远为了一个我亏欠最多、这辈子为了我气得白头发越来越多的一个人而生存下去~人固有一死，或重于泰山，或轻于鸿毛。要死。我也会为了“她”而死~我爱你一辈子，妈。